justaviolinist

I know if I touch him It's gonna hurt I know if I hold him It will only make it worse If I pull him close, wrapped in my arms I know that it will only bring me harm He'll slice me through with his wounded eyes Bleed me to death with his silent cries Slit my throat with his pleading gaze Scar me with his mournful ways I can't get close, can't let him in He'll cut me and I'll bleed within It's happening all over again I try, won't cry As the knives go in If I pull him close, it will bring me pain But to push away simply brings the same The hurt in his eyes when I turn away Is a price that I'm unwilling to pay